Words.I feel like the only words I write anymore are words caused by destruction. By devastation.These words that make no sense to anyone but me.These words that fall from my eyes and bleed from my skin.The words choking my throat and squeezing my heart.The words that ache out of every muscle and every joint in my body.And then there's your words and their contradictions.I love you.I'll never stop.I want you.You're so caring.You're so beautiful. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me.You're my life.I need space.I'm not coming with you.You only care about yourself.You're a bitch.You're insane.I want to f
Verse 1Silver rings and sparkling starsA king and a queen and a house of cardsA lover, a friend and the 505Only thing keeping each other alivePurple haze and black widowMinds moving fast, mouths moving slowIs it lust or love, do either of us knowSpace bound, waiting for a sign to showCan you explainThis dull ache in my brainCan't seem to control this painPlaying with my mind againFeels like de ja vuLove triangle, me, them and youAnd I've never got a clue On just what to doI've been waiting and waiting But all I can feel is hate andI said I'd never feel this againIt's a monster you're creatingI struggle and I s
Ramblings of yet another...Those vacant eyes, glaze over as they look straight through me. Brown fades to black, to darkness. All I offer is not enough to captivate them. Those meticulous hands lose sensitivity and curiosity of things they've held before. Fingertips no longer grace porcelain skin but cling to desperation and addiction. Spine curves as body thins. Weight doesn't pull you down but your head still looks to the ground.Your chest is heavy and no longer beats in time with mine. We share a bed but we're on opposite sides of the world. Passion has deflated, robotically you reach towards me. Anything is better than nothing I think, with tears welling in my ey
For Her.Her skeletal figure resting on top of me,It was like having death thrust upon me.Contusions appearing from the touch of a lover,Sudden aberrational fearing of one another.Abstruse reasoning behind your lies;You've always been dazzling in my eyes.Case your kisses in laminate plastic,You fake the sex but it's still fantastic.Affirmation of our broken heart's,Couldn't cope with it from the start.But the exhilaration, oh the rush.Us two addicts could never give it up.