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Choking.Choking. Choking. Choking.Choking.
Your stare keeps me in place. Nailed to my seat by your eyes. Your hands push down on my wrists as you search my face for answers, but you can't find any.
Choke.
You're waiting.
Choke.
Ursula's playing games again and I think she's taken my voice this time. My mouth is open but not even a whisper escapes, and your hands are pushing harder.
I breathe in and close my eyes. Afloat on these clouds of thought, I'm smiling. Away from that clasp, that zealous, that jealous hold, you have around my waist.
But you pull me back in as y
Pride.

Everything.You said I am everything to you.Everything.
My aching bones fold in to the mould you create in this field of blankets, as your clouded thoughts drift away. Im only in love with you when youre sleeping. I watch your chest moving and crave your fingertips.
I think of times I watch your eyes coast. I follow your glances and feel hollow. I lose your hands and lose my mind. I refuse your kisses and deflect your words. Every single time, I am reminded and my soul abandons me until my brain abandons the thought.
My heartbeat echoes in this unoccupied armour. I have to quit you when emotions are void. So as you
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The dream was always running ahead of me. To catch up, to live for a moment in unison with it, that was the miracle. (Anais Nin)
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i'm not afraid to die. but i'm afraid to dry./
"Je ne suis pas daccord avec ce que vous dites, mais je me
battrai jusqu? la mort pour que vous ayez le droit de le dire"
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"Thou shalt not be a moron"
Really, if there was an 11th Commandment, that should be it.
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